| Monday, February 13th, 2006 |
| 8:46 pm |
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| 3:46 pm |
hmm
"it works napoleon you don't even know"ahahah |
| 1:00 pm |
i think this one is my favorite to wake up to
Hey baby. I love you. Sorry I'm being such a stiff. :-/ Don't wrooy nothing's wrong. I think part of my brain shut down from doing nothin today. Love, love, love you. <3 XXX randonly found this in my inbox :-/ |
| Sunday, February 12th, 2006 |
| 5:33 pm |
i wont hold on
Everything I once had
The bar on 1st Avenue, we went there solely for you
So you can flirt with my best friend
Kiss a girl, tell me why you're laughing
I won't hold on to this
There's a hole in the trust that we mapped out
In my bed for six long months
February, Valentines Day
Did my best to avoid the red cliches
So you dumped me on the subway
On my way to work at 9 in the morning
Everybody else is holding bouquets
Now I'm holding my face in the basement
Scratching away for any trace
Of affection you will leave
Falling victim as the publics prey
I won't hold on to this
Anyone is suitable for you, I guess, tonight
You weren't fazed
It's over with
You my beautiful
You weren't fazed
It's over with you my beautiful
With your beautiful blue and whiteit's not about the person you think it is eitakssimi |
| 3:21 pm |
mhm
the day after tomorrow is valentines day and i think i'll spend it with my good friend we need to be re-equainted again BOLD my bad |
| 2:13 pm |
elyk
ive been thinking too much about a certain person that i really have to stop |
| Friday, February 10th, 2006 |
| 7:17 pm |
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| Thursday, February 9th, 2006 |
| 9:46 pm |
thats it
for all of you who think i'm a liar take a fucking look at yourselves you tell people i say one thing but it gets exagerated for those of you who hear what i say since it's so fucking important come to ME when you have something to ask don't be a doucheshit and ask the person whoi may have said it because if course they're going to lie. so fuck all of you I'M LEAVING HAVE A GREAT LIFE i love you. |
| 9:09 pm |
hmm
i love this weather.
and i love elli<3. |
| Wednesday, February 8th, 2006 |
| 5:45 pm |
baby is this love for real?
i danceeeee in art class haha oh man looks to kill Beating Heart Baby)
Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart, baby
The beating of you heart, baby
You, you want nothing to do with me [x2]
I, I don't know what to do with you
Cuz you don't know what you do to me
[Chorus:]
Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
Your beating of your heart baby
The beating of your heart, baby
Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
Your beating heart baby,
The beating of your heart
Girl, you really got your hold on me [x2]
Girl, you gotta get away from me
'Cause you want nothing to do with me
Baby is this love for real? [x2]
Let me in your arms to feel
Your beating heart baby,
The beating of your heart
In spite of you
Even out of view
Still I love all of you
I do, yeah
[repeat]
You, you want nothing to do with me [x2]
Baby is this love for real? [x3]
Let me in your arms to feel
Your beating heart baby,
The beating of your heart it says everything perfectly |
| Tuesday, February 7th, 2006 |
| 9:15 pm |
whoa
i got the gt to IM him and he forgot who i was lmao. |
| Monday, February 6th, 2006 |
| 9:47 pm |
it is polite
to answer someone when they need to talk to you.
we've been over this.
i don't want any angry emails/ims/comments.
i'm just saying you're being very rude
&&
i know everything now |
| 8:51 pm |
my life
just got worse i have lost him forever i lost the other him forever to someone who destroys i have lost best friends i can't go to psyclon nine even though i love them i'm crashing from so much E im crying and i don't know why i got rejected this weekend...twice "natalie you have guys crawling at your feet" "yeah they're there because i keep the chain still on" i can't even go there with someone else because he'll leave if i go there theres no way around anything |
| 6:08 pm |
Where You Can't Follow
i won't stay here no more
gone where you can't follow
i know what i saw
im choosing the door
i'm briefing you shortly
you're gonna lose
no matter how you try
your just gonna abuse
your last breath
i've been watching you mind
you've only been working
on another me
a smiling female machine
so you can love me more
you can kneel and cry
and tell me why
but it's not gonna change
{i can} feel these tears so clear
when i close my eyes
burned in my conscience
is the two of you
close enough- but not too close
i saw you both
and my heart burned
i have been thinking about getting a new LJ
since i am graduating rehab
and basically getting a new life
-turning over a new page-
i have discovered that i make really stupid decisions
and they only people i need around me are people believe me
and care about me
i dont know who they are yet
but i'll try to lengthen this list:
`elli
`nikita
`april
`jared
`michelle
`brittney
`andi
I care a lot about more people that are on this list
But i'm not going to waste my time in figuring out who i can trust and who i can't
im getting a job and doing all my homework
also my community service
going to NA will probably help
I start next week.
jared
ivan
logan
what it thizz hoes? |
| Saturday, February 4th, 2006 |
| 6:47 pm |
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| Thursday, February 2nd, 2006 |
| 6:54 pm |
sleepovers
johnnyraymermaid (6:35:34 PM): we can spray tan!! yeah were p.i.m.p.s |
| Wednesday, February 1st, 2006 |
| 8:31 pm |
sexual behavior
i took a survey today here are some questions: 1) who was the last person you had sex with? 2) how did you feel? 3) did you love them? ummm kay? |
| 8:04 pm |
crossing over
it's funny when that past comes into your life again you might just be suprized at what happens. i know i was. i haven't cried in a really long time and i know that things have happened that usually i would maybe im getting that heart of stone i've always wanted or maybe i'm just tired of everything I'm tired of being upset. so i think i wont do that anymore from now on : priorities: 1) my life 2) my friends 3) boys i think it will last for about 543785743853 milli seconds but its worth a shot |
| Tuesday, January 31st, 2006 |
| 8:05 pm |
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| Monday, January 30th, 2006 |
| 8:50 pm |
you know
i know it's a lot to ask. but it's everything. forgiviness |
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